Wednesday, June 14, 2006

The end of an era

So today was the last day of school for me, normally a time filled with joy knowing that I will not have any school resposibilites for the next 2.5 months. Now dont get me wrong, I love my job, I really do like this school which I am teaching at rt now, but over the last year i have actively trying to change careers. Today as I am driving back to school from a field trip I helped out on, I realised that today could quite possibly be the last day that I ever teach. It finally dawned on me that the job which I have wanted to do since I was a child, and which I went to college for, and a job which I did well could well be coming to an end. A strange occurence also happened tonight, I am sitting at the Red Dragon enjoying a non alcoholic beverage, and chatting with the biggest myspace whore on my friend list, when a student who I taught my first year of teaching walks in and sits down for a drink. Weird on the day when I am contemplating ending my career, a student from the beginning appears. Is this a sign?

Friday, June 02, 2006

Surgery




Ok so I had my surgery to repair my knee, I have been rehabing the shit out of it, I have been in constant communication with the sherrifs dept, and thet seem somewhat eager for me to join their department, i am kind of excited for their department except that I have to do jail time, not my first choice of jobs, but the promotional opportunities are huge. Hopefully I will get that job.

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Explanation

I guess I should offer an explanation for my last post, and also as to the whereabouts of where I have been for the last 2 weeks, at least I think that is how long it has been since my last post. Firstly as to why I was so down recently, a few weeks ago, I had received notice that I had passed the Torrance Police Department entrance exam, yay for me because I was not htat confident on my results, they then wanted me to fly back out to Torrance and participate in the first oral examinationm nervously I agreed, and flew out and had my interview, again I was not that confident on theresults of the interview, it was a tough interview, and I was very nervous, definitely not my normal smooth, suave, james bond self. I was told I would I would receive the results in a few days, and if succesful I would have to fly out again the next week for the physical. Now these impromptu trips are niot getting any cheaper, and on top of that I have to take time of work, and lastly I hate flying. Well a few days pass and I receive the results for my oral and written tests, turns out I scored an 89.4 % not to shabby if I do say so, but it would have been nicer if I had scored that 90% and recieved an A, or as Torrance PD calls it a Band 1. So I book my flight, arrange for more time off from work and toddle on back to SoCal. On the plane I looked at my scores again, and saw that something did not add up correctly, so I did the math of my combined scores, and it turns out that I am Band 1, Go Future it's your birthday!
Next day I am ready to take the physical, first test we have is to scale a wall and sprint to a finish line, I try to be superman and hurdle the wall, what happens as soon as I land I feel my left knee go on me, FUCK, my knee hurts but I am so hopped up on caffeine and adrenaline that I am able to continue with the tests. To cut a long story short, I ended up getting the hignest score in the physical out of all the applicants, I am ecstatic but i know that my knee is messed up.
Next day I go for my pre background interview, everything seems to be going fine, I have done a couple of these so I know the routine, be as honest as possibe, I admit to all of my past transgression, all ONE of them in the last ten years, then the personnel sargent says I am not Torrance material. Not Torrance material, what the fuck does that mean, i scored the highest in the physical with a fucked up knee, and I think I was the only applicant to score a band 1 out of all the applicants who qualified for the physical. i am pretty dissapointed after spending all that money to fly out, and take the time of the work. And on top of that i need a knee surgery.
Next dissapointment to hit me,I meet a girl at a club, we hit it off, she seems cool, she tells me to hit her up from her myspace page, I check her myspace page, and I find out she has a boyfriend and 2 kids. Why is she flriting with me?????? Why am I prone to all of this dissapointment?